There are bonds within society, intricate webs
woven delicately around specific people, holding them together. Caught in a
timeless world she loved him. The thought in the back of her mind, the constant
reminder, the echo of hollow words ‘it will pass’ only seemed to fade into
insignificance beside him. He was the smile that would dry her tears, his
presence touched her somewhere deep inside; somehow she felt drawn to him.
Sitting beside him in the jeep, all she could feel
was his love. His jeans were dirty, his face unshaven, his hair ruffled. He
flashed a look at her and smiled. She could sense a sudden flame of warmth
within her, the kindling of a burning passion, a hopeless devotion and love.
His eyes gleamed and flickered, capturing a life and imagination lost by the
rest of humanity.
She was the fountain and he was the pond. He had
loved her when she had needed love. He had caught her when she fell. He was the
nucleus of affection which she desired, the focus point she sought. With him
she didn’t notice the greyness in the sky nor saw the oil on the beach. By his
side should couldn’t smell the fumes of cars or hear the distant sounds of war.
Love was the red in the sunset, the green of the grass and the sweet scent in
the air. Love was the smile on her face each day, the lonely look in her eyes.
Love was her future and her past, but most of all, love was now.
And yet she felt more than love. She couldn’t let
go of the yearning desire to be with him, the need to hear his voice call her
name, feel his arms around her. In dwindling light she saw them, endlessly
loving. He was explosive, containing concentrated life. He was the sort of guy
who lived by his own creed; the belief that if we must live, we must live well.
When he touched her hand it sent a trembling thrill
through her body and the flame burned more intensely. They were at the
beginning of a long road, and adventure which has just begun. It was a distant
dream, far away in the hearts of mankind.
Together they were one, a part of each other, like
he was the question and she was the answer; he was the voyage and she was the
quest. He had changed her opinions and her way of seeing life by the sheer
force, power and impact of his presence. When she looked over her shoulder he
would be there, he would always be there. His eyes had watched so many of her
dreams, now they watched her; his voice had called to her in fantasy, now its
tenderness melted into the evening air. Their love was a treasure store. It had
the potential to be so beautiful, the foundations for glory. It could be
wonderful while they were still happy. But time goes on, relentlessly, pushing
them further and further into an alien world, through fluctuating smiles and
tears, never reaching the end. And who are they to ask the days to lengthen and
hours to slow? Manipulated puppets whose love was the word…
and the word was….
misleading.
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