Disintegration

To fall asleep

And never wake up.
To close your eyes
When you’ve seen too much.
To find a friend
When all alone,
And inspiration
Of your own.

To whisper dreams

That can’t be heard,
To find a place
Within your world,
Beyond the stars
A place unknown,
The chance to always
Be alone.

To turn out the moon

When evening lingers
And paint the dawn
With trembling fingers.
To see your future
In the sky,
And stay alive,
Yet want to die.

To feel a smile

Grow on your face.
Within the world
To find a place,
To find a truth,
A paradise,
A private peace
Within your life.

To miss the people

Whom you leave,
To stand up for
What you believe.
To hear the laughter
From above,
Yet want to love
And to be loved.